The loneliness of the middle distance writer

In this episode I talk about the loneliness of being a writer and the problems associated with writing for long periods without any feedback or reward.

In this episode I talk about the loneliness of being a writer and the problems associated with writing for long periods without any feedback or reward.
It’s a tricky one for most writers, I think. How do you find the strength to keep going without the occasional treat or fun-biscuit? I know I found it very tough going at times when I was deep into the meat of my novel.

Have a watch of the video and let me know what you think.

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Anonymous 4 March 2011 Reply

I’ve been watching a few of your videos and am increasingly sticking with watching them through. Good casual delivery and atmosphere without rambling. Keep up the good work.
-Someone thinking about writing 4 March 2011 Reply

Thank you, that’s very kind of you to say. I really appreciate the feedback. 4 March 2011 Reply

Thank you Ian for this episode. Inspirational as always. Reassuring as often. Preachy never.
The muddle in the middle is a hard slough of despond… sucks your feet back in as soon as squelch at you. My novel has been on the go for six or seven years, an almost shameful record, though poetry in between which I selfpublished last year, it’s so much easier to polished sentences than build plot scaffolding!

By the way, I prefer your posts when you’re not wearing glasses… they tend to reflect light from your keyboard,a bit distracting.

Jilly 4 March 2011 Reply

Such nice things to say – thank you!
And in the name of reassurance, from starting out to getting an agent and then completing my novel, it took roughly six or seven years too. Life gets in the way. The important thing is to keep going and believe in your work.

And good point about the specs – I hadn’t thought of that! 4 March 2011 Reply

I’m in the middle of crafting a huge story, and as much as I enjoy it, it is indeed very frustrating at times. There’s quite a large pool of feelings, from being totally happy over one particular scene to thinking ‘Why the heck am I doing this at all?” So, to me, it’s important to remember that I’m not alone, that there are other writers out there having to endure and overcome similar feelings.Thank you, great video, keeps me going. 6 March 2011 Reply

That is absolutely the thing to remember and a key point I wanted to make in this post. Whatever you’re feeling, you’re certainly not alone. This writing business is very, very difficult for the majority of people, especially those who have to juggle jobs, children and all manner of other commitments.
Keep at it!

Anonymous 4 March 2011 Reply

Thanks for the post Iain! It always helps to know other writers are facing the same challenges. 6 March 2011 Reply

Absolutely – see my reply to Andrea above! 4 March 2011 Reply

Hi Iain, really enjoyable vid. as always.
My writing, if I’m in the throws of it as I have been of late, tends to swing between the feeling of pushing a Stonehenge-sized boulder in a barrow up a hill to a strange mental dissection while brow is furrowed in my own little world; interspersed with a cup of tea; or tea; or the occasional cup of tea; and awoken from my trance for dinner with an extraordinarily understanding wife. 🙂 6 March 2011 Reply

Yes, I must add that I have a very understanding partner too – I’m not sure I gave her enough credit in the clip! Also, tea and biscuits count as rewards in my book! Thanks for the comment and continued support. 4 March 2011 Reply

I posted a comment below the video, but it doesn’t show here–only on the vimeo page. Ah well. Anyway, thanks for this–and nicely spoken. 6 March 2011 Reply

Hi Joe – yes I host all the videos over on Vimeo and then embed them into posts here too, so that everyone who is subscribed can get them. This is where most of the conversation takes place. Feel free to comment here too and I’ll be sure to reply to your comment on Vimeo asap. 5 March 2011 Reply

It’s always such a pleasure to watch your videos, Iain. A writer’s loneliness is rarely addressed, so I applaud your efforts. The wonderful thing about this wacky internet is that it lessens the loneliness a touch, at least for me. Carry on! Continue to do good work! 🙂 6 March 2011 Reply

Thank you – that’s very kind of you. I’ve found Write for Your Life and collecting an audience online to be hugely rewarding and a real fillip when I’m writing my fiction! 5 March 2011 Reply

Hi IainYou have encapsulated exactly how I’ve been feeling about my own writing – I’m on my third novel now, still aiming to be published, but lately have been thinking how few and unsatisfying the rewards are – much as I try to be positive about the intrinsic rewards of the creative process, they are not enough for me. So I’ve decided to return to my previous occupation of freelance writing, just so I can feel a sense of achievement and satisfaction about my writing. And of course, even though it goes against the artistic grain to say so, being paid for your work is also part of the reward. I will do this in addition to my novel writing and am hoping that the satisfaction I derive from my freelance writing will feed into my creative writing. That’s the theory anyhow! 6 March 2011 Reply

Not going against the grain at all. I started writing a novel because I wanted it to be read and I wanted to make a career out of it. Now I know that most writers never achieve this, but I’ve always been of the attitude that if you don’t try, you will never know. If you have talent and patience, it can happen. But of course, it’s incredibly hard work and a sense of perspective is important amongst the perseverance. Thanks for the comment, keep at it and good luck! 6 March 2011 Reply

This was wonderful. I hadn’t really thought about the “instant feedback” part of blogging, but you’re absolutely right. I like to share my thoughts about writing, but I’m not quite ready to actually share my writing-in-progress at that point. So blogging does give me that connection and reward to keep my going. 6 March 2011 Reply

Absolutely. Short form writing is excellent and challenging and very important, and as part of a blog (or through Twitter) you can get instant feedback on your work. Just being read sometimes is enough to help you keep going. So keep going! 6 March 2011 Reply

A sound comforting message, and so very true. After writing over 20 books (for other people) I know that feeling of isolation doesn’t ever go away. I’m fortunate to have contact with my clients at certain stages of a book, although that can have its downsides too. That’s when the choccie biccies get a hiding. 7 March 2011 Reply

Sounds like you’re signed up to both my solutions – accepting the necessary solitude and… chocolate biscuits. The latter, of course, being the solution to many of the world’s problems. Thanks for the comment!

Anonymous 7 March 2011 Reply

Thanks, Iain. I really, really needed to hear this. Thanks for the encouragement, ideas, and humor. Much appreciated! 7 March 2011 Reply

No problem – thanks for watching and the support! 7 March 2011 Reply

Hi Iain,
Thanks for this video. There are times mid-project when I feel adrift. Glad to hear that I’m in good company–even if I can’t see the rest of you out here.

Mind if we take this idea a bit further?

Let’s say you labor for a year or two on your novel. You send it out into the world and…nothing happens. You can’t find a home for it. You are, essentially, still without readers.

Still adrift.

Do you still feel there’s a return on your investment? In other words, was the journey its own reward, and was it reward enough to make the time you invested worthwhile?

That hasn’t happened to me yet, but I can’t dismiss the possibility.

I’ve posed that question to myself, and to several other (published) writers. The lot of them said no, it wouldn’t be worth the time, if it weren’t for publication. I find myself thinking otherwise. Just curious how you and the Write For Your Life community feel.

Thanks, all. 7 March 2011 Reply

If I may throw in my two penny’s worth here, Iain, being part of the Write for your Life community? Hi Joe, I told myself, many moons ago, (and underlined to myself a few weeks back) that I shouldn’t consider writing a novel as an investment. That I should write for the love of writing and the real thirst of wanting to be read. If I made/make money that was/is a bonus.
After labouring on your novel for a year or more, and you’ve sent it out to as many relevant agents that you can find but without success, there are two things to consider, I think. Firstly that just maybe the book needs more work/rethinking/restructuring, even it it is just making the first three chapters more powerful. The second possibility is that the novel is pretty much ready to fire but it’s the wrong time; unfortunately maybe, the publishing industry publishing within their genres- in the main – is a shoal of fish fighting over similar bait (in my opinion). If your novel isn’t flavour of the year then perhaps wait for 12 months or more and try your rounds of submissions again by which time you might have fine-tuned it more.

But all the while, keep on writing, as I know Iain would agree; so in the eventuality that your novel won’t ever be taken up, you will have another novel which might. It’s not easy…

For interest, I’ve just finished the final 4th edit and makeover of my first-written novel. The first draft of this was written in 1975! OK, it hasn’t found a publisher (as yet) but it goes to show that if you believe in your writing, you can resurrect old writing and improve it with a more experienced hand and a wider perspective.

Good luck to you/us/all and write on! 🙂 7 March 2011 Reply

Throw as many pennies in as you like! 7 March 2011 Reply

Thanks, Iain; now, where is that piggy bank? 😉 8 March 2011 Reply

Good points all, David. Thanks for the insights! 8 March 2011 Reply

You’re welcome, joe. 🙂 8 March 2011 Reply

That was great! And it was really nice to hear a human voice in the middle of my solitary day…. now off to the kitchen for a biscuit. 8 March 2011 Reply

Good – glad you approve. Enjoy!

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